I'm Not Seeing It
Probably Because I am an Idiot
9-24-23
I am just not seeing it.
I am not seeing the millions of "covid" deaths.
I am not seeing the millions of "long covid" disabilities.
I am not seeing the millions of "died suddenly" deaths from the covid vaccines.
I am not seeing the millions of people with covid vaccine injuries.
What I am seeing is business as usual in my neck of the woods (Central New York). I suppose that is a good thing, depending on how you look at it.
I woke up last night at 11:00 pm, to readjust my ear plugs to block out the neighbors really bad and loud music (which had been going since 3 pm).
As I was sitting on the edge of my bed stuffing my ear plugs into the center of my brain, an outside thought came to my head:
"It is all lies. Both sides."
Yup. It is.
Covidians/Antivaxxers
Democrats/Republicans
Left/Right
Main Stream Media (MSM)/Alternative Media (AM)
On and on and on and on...
The lies on both sides keeps humans at odds with each other. The lies coming from both sides keeps humans in a state of perpetual fear/anger. I am tired of the lies. I am tired of anger, fear, hysteria and the grift that comes from it.
Where is truth, peace, love?
Not on this earth.
Truth is nowhere to be found and lies from both sides abound. I am not picking sides anymore. I will rely on what my senses and my day to day reality show me.
I believe God and Jesus exist. I have had signs my entire life (though few and far between) from God. I believe God is looking out for me and God is truth and love. As Jesus said, I believe faith can move mountains, humans can heal and exorcise demons if they only believe and have faith.
I believe, but I don’t have the faith to move my beliefs to actions.
For most of my life, and especially the past three years during the bioweapons global war, my thoughts and actions have been usurped by having to pick a side. Instead of looking to God for the truth and praising him, I have been looking to other humans for answers, for the "truth."
But "It is all lies. Both sides."
If I choose to be part of the Covidian/Democratic/Left/MSM side, I must believe:
There have been millions of deaths worldwide from the covid virus.
The virus came out of nowhere and killed randomly.
Anyone can catch covid and die.
There are now millions of people disabled from "long covid."
Only perpetual masks and vaccines can save humankind.
ALL vaccines are safe and effective.
The covid vaccines cause RARE side effects.
You want to KILL Grandma!!!!!
If I choose to be part of the Antivaxxers/Republican/Right/AM side, I must believe:
There have been millions of deaths worldwide from the covid virus.
The virus was released on purpose to stop Trump from being elected.
Anyone can catch covid and die.
There are now millions of people disabled from "long covid" which is really another name for "vaccine injured."
Masks and vaccines will save humankind if used sparingly.
Millions of people are being disabled and killed from the covid vaccines.
Depopulation!
Ugh.
What is the truth? Should I even care?
When I look around me in my “real life” I do not see much death and destruction. During the height of the so-called pandemic (2020) I did not see hearses going down my neighborhood streets. No one in my family died from covid. Sure we all got covid, but like all colds, we got over it and moved on. The obituary column in my local paper was not overflowing with death notices.
Fast forward to 2023 and still the obituary column in my local paper is not overflowing with death notices. Most obituaries are people in their 80's and 90's dying of the normal things people die of.
Seventy-five percent of people in my family got the covid vaccines. They are still alive and none are disabled from "long covid" or the covid vaccines [knock on wood]. Just the normal aches and pains and diseases that come from aging. Perhaps my family has just been lucky.
All of my neighbors are still alive and kicking. No disabilities. Still being the assholes that they are, blowing off dynamite/fireworks, playing loud music all night long, burglarizing homes, revving loud cars. I am still living in paradise.
Nothing has changed.
If only I could truly believe both sides - that millions of people are dying and being disabled from either covid or the vaccines.
I am not seeing *that* in my neck of the woods.
If only some of those dead millions could be my asshole neighbors. Then I could finally have some peace and quiet...and maybe a job would open up for me.
[sigh]
Yes it is all lies coming from both sides. Lies that usually result in the grifting of money from the people being lied to.
God stopped the bioweapons war by giving us Omicron. God mutated the virus we engineered in a lab to a harmless common cold that hopefully will never turn into a true deadly virus. No one believes that Omicron was God’s variant, but I do, and I thank God (even though I am not a lover of humankind).
God is all powerful and God is the truth.
I am going to try to shut my ears to the lies and grift from both sides and concentrate on God and what I see in my own life. I am tired of the grift and hysteria. I want peace in my old age, which I guess will be death.
[I just bored myself with yet another navel gazing post. Sigh. Life should be better than this.]
Well, 6 billion shots, and a very academic estimate of 15 - 20 million dead.
About 3 per 1000.
You won't "see" that... which was rather the needled point, n'est ce pas?
New Zealand sitting sitting currently 15 - 20% excess death above the 2015 - 19 mean, just like Australia. Nil deaths will be attributed to the shots. Escalating cancer rates, fetal deaths, infertility, heart attacks and strokes, dementia and neurodegenerative conditions, and autoimmune conditions just part of de novo business as usual. The undertakers usually have something to say, well some of them at least. The dead cannot of course speak for themselves.
Thanks for the chuckles and smiles! Your sarcasm is too funny!! I do know that you are sick of the same old, same old. It is depressing to live close to slobs, alcoholics, druggies and other obnoxious wayward humans.
As for the deaths and disabilities from the vaccines, I believe it's true. My niece who is a respiratory therapist thought she had to keep her management job so in spite of being pregnant she got jabbed and within a month's time had a miscarriage at six months. When I was an RN back in the day, no vaccines were given to any pregnant women as it was considered dangerous. Now it's considered the thing to do and most people look up to authorities especially in the medical profession because they have been brainwashed over the years from watching TV and all the advertisements for the dangerous drugs and encouraging people to go get them and by the way keep eating the crappy foods that are advised and beverages that lead to poor health.
In my sister's small town it was decided when the jabs became available that they would have a day where people could go the the jabs. So one of the "pillars" of the town that owned a big agricultural plant went to get his jab and as he walk out of the building he fell over dead as a doornail. On his death certificate it stated that he died from a broken leg. A few other people in that same small town died with quick illnesses,like turbo cancers, strokes and heart attacks in record time. Did they get a bad batch? Perhaps so. I have two friends who got jabbed and now have been diagnosed with dementia and a married couple in our church were both diagnosed with myocarditis after their jabs. They are not old enough to retire. Thankfully my three sisters and my two brothers and their spouses didn't get jabbed but we came from a family that eschewed big pharma and we usually go to alternative practitioners if at all possible. Let food be thy medicine.