9-18-22
Dear God:
I don't want to spend the rest of whatever time I have left on this planet worrying about my family's health. What have we done? These covid shots are killing humanity, slowly, but methodically.
I know our bodies are meant to decay and die, and I surely have experience with that knowledge as my entire adult life has been taken up with my father and sister's cancers/treatments/deaths and my mother and brother's stroke/AVM/seizures. But I had gotten to a point where the worry about those medical issues, which were essentially out of our control, had somewhat stabilized.
And then this....
The majority of humans chose to kill themselves. The majority of humans chose to be sick. The majority of humans chose to make the minority of those who did not make that choice to worry about them forever. This is not any way to live, for those who are shotted and unshotted alike.
I truly tried not to worry about those I cared about who were shotted. I figured they made the choice, they can live with the consequences. They surely did not care about me and my job loss and travel/work/school/activity restrictions for being unshotted. In fact, they laughed at me and derided me.
But now, those same people are getting sick. Cancers are growing so fast, gallbladder issues are astronomical, heart operations are being scheduled for younger and younger people. I can only imagine what the winter will bring when pneumonia kicks in. It's the covid shots. Humans will continue to deny it, but Lord you know it. You know we did wrong. Such horrible wrong, and now we have to live with the consequences.
I often wondered why some people had such clarity with the covid me-too freakout and knew it was ALL WRONG from day one. Those people were made by You to pick up the pieces. The unshotted will have to worry, help the damaged, bite our tongues, and keep society going until humanity repents and stops the madness.
Lord, help the unshotted who worry. We can't spend our lives worrying if our loved ones will die of a blood clot, stroke, heart attack, fast growing cancer, (note covid is not on this list) etc because of the poison they voluntarily took. Give us strength to deal with anything that comes our way in this regard. I know You already have blessed the unshotted with discernment and fortitude or else we could not have survived the last three years of exile, job loss, harassment, derision, and mockery. But now we need less worry and more faith that whatever happens with our loved ones, we can handle it.
The last three years will never be forgotten and will linger in a poisoned society for 100 years. Lord, let the unshotted shine Your light of redemption and healing. Let us show the world that we can come back from the madness and darkness of medical hubris. Let us help the shotted if need be, unworried, knowing that You made us for this at this time.
Sincerely,
Napoleon
Amen
Thank-you so much for this prayer. I cannot ever claim to understand why the Lord has & is allowing this evil to unfold in this earthly realm but l do know l must trust Him.
I also trust that He has given us, the unjabbed, the fortitude to endure & carry on. Somedays it is overwhelming & that is when l turn my eyes heavenward & say another prayer for strength.
Your prayer today is so appreciated. You have given me another dose of desperately needed strength.
Again, thank-you! I pray that you, Napoleon, will find peace & joy in your life despite the heartbreak.